Monthly Archives: May 2022

Slowly my eyelid is improving, and emotion distress is filling the void being created by the removal of physical pain. Seven weeks later, and I am still not doing very well. I was able to get to the start of … Continue reading →

All I have ever wanted is a “normal” life, but apparently that’s too much for me to ask. May is turning into April, Part II. This weekend I had annoying knee pain, and the return of a swollen, bothersome eyelid. … Continue reading →

One long delay near Greenville, SC for a bad accident on the southbound side of I-85, and one medium delay near Gaffney, SC due to a broken down RV closing one of the two northbound lanes. Other than that my … Continue reading →

On the road again Just can’t wait to get on the road again The life I love is makin’ music with my friends And I can’t wait to get on the road again On the road again Goin’ places that … Continue reading →

Six weeks later and I still can’t accept what has happened. How I could have lost the thing that brought me such happiness? I am sad, still feel betrayed, and am angry, very angry. I continue to remove any reminders … Continue reading →

Staying out of contact is the hardest thing that I have had to do in a very long time; it’s incredibly painful. Trying to weigh the great times against the suffering I have had since the start of April, and … Continue reading →

denial anger bargaining depression acceptance Is it possible to vacillate between stages? I had many bad moments this weekend, and a lot of dark, self-destructive thoughts. The past six weeks have been excruciating, and unfortunately things are not getting better … Continue reading →

It’s hard to imagine that I could put on weight after walking over seventeen miles yesterday, but I think that I may have. I walked five miles in the morning, laying the Eagle and Turkey SLUT trails. I then walked … Continue reading →

Yesterday was a busy day indeed. While I was not quite out with the sun I did make it out to WLF pretty early and put in over four hours of manual choring. I transplanted a boatload of squash seedlings, … Continue reading →

My morning yesterday kicked off with doing a lot of laundry, and a little walking. It was good to arrive and see the Waschsalon open on schedule. I was in and out in about two hours. The rest of the … Continue reading →